352 pages | Trade Paperback

A special Deluxe Edition of Adam Silveras groundbreaking debut featuring an introduction by Angie Thomas,New York Timesbestselling author ofThe Hate U Give; a new final chapter, More Happy Ending; and an afterword about where it all began.

In his twisty, heartbreaking, profoundly movingNew York Timesbestselling debut, Adam Silvera brings to life a charged, dangerous near-future summer in the Bronx.

In the months following his fathers suicide, sixteen-year-old Aaron Soto cant seem to find happiness again, despite the support of his girlfriend, Genevieve, and his overworked mom. Grief and the smile-shaped scar on his wrist wont let him forget the pain. But when Aaron meets Thomas, a new kid in the neighborhood, something starts to shift inside him. Aaron cant deny his unexpected feelings for Thomas despite the tensions their friendship has created with Genevieve and his tight-knit crew. Since Aaron cant stay away from Thomas or turn off his newfound happiness, he considers taking drastic actions. The Leteo Institutes revolutionary memory-altering procedure will straighten him out, even if it means forgetting who he truly is.

Why does happiness have to be so hard?